This is real. This is me.

Lucy's hidden secret.
There are so many things I'd love to say and do. I'm just scared that once the truth is revealed, and you see this side of me I refuse to ever show, everything will change. And I guess you can say that 'that' is my biggest fear. That, and not taking every chance when it comes my way.
May 15
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I’m slowly giving up on school. I no longer have any motivation to wake up in the morning to go to a place where I always feel so stupid and unwanted. I hate the fact that I continue to fail exams because I simply don’t remember anything. It’s getting harder, really. I can’t cope with all of the stress people have put on me. I can’t even think for myself anymore.

I need a break.