This is real. This is me.

Why are you so hard to let go of? It sucks.

Sun, 31 Mar 2013 23:24:18 -0400

Why are you so hard to let go of?

It sucks.

i miss you so fucking much

Thu, 07 Feb 2013 19:32:10 -0500

i miss you so fucking much

Many weeks have gone by, it’s been nearly two months. The season’s almost changed and so...

Sun, 03 Feb 2013 09:58:00 -0500

Many weeks have gone by, it’s been nearly two months.

The season’s almost changed and so have we.

We’ve both found someone new,

but my mind still lingers in the thought of you.

Sometimes I wonder if you think of me, too.

I hate to admit it, but

I truly do miss you..

I haven’t been in this town since the last time you were around. I remember it like it was...

Sun, 03 Feb 2013 09:53:38 -0500

I haven’t been in this town since the last time you were around.

I remember it like it was yesterday.

The storm had just hit and almost all had been broken down,

and I guess I should have taken that as a sign

that we, too, would slowly come to an end.

And what hurts most is

the fact that I thought we would actually last.

But we didn’t.

dear soulmate, wherever you may be please come to me

Tue, 29 Jan 2013 17:12:53 -0500

dear soulmate,

wherever you may be

please come to me

It’s so hard to live when all you want to really do is die..

Wed, 09 Jan 2013 17:10:41 -0500

It’s so hard to live when all you want to really do is die..

“Are you happy?,” she asked with a stern look on her face. And it wasn’t until...

Wed, 09 Jan 2013 16:35:15 -0500

“Are you happy?,” she asked with a stern look on her face. And it wasn’t until that moment that I really knew the answer.

“No.”

I see the cuts on my wrist, and I’m reminded of the pain you brought me.

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 19:22:14 -0500

I see the cuts on my wrist, and I’m reminded of the pain you brought me.

You’re a piece of shit. I actually thought of giving you a chance, but you’re not even...

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 00:35:55 -0500

You’re a piece of shit. I actually thought of giving you a chance, but you’re not even worth it.

You’re not even all that. You’re short and not so good-looking. Your hair is fucking...

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 00:32:32 -0500

You’re not even all that. You’re short and not so good-looking. Your hair is fucking ugly and you’re not even smart; matter of fact, you’re actually pretty stupid. You have no goals or plans in life and no other female probably wants you. And if they do, they’re just thirsty for you.

So why the fuck am I stressing over you? I mean, shit, I’m the best you’ll ever have.

But hey. It’s your loss, asshole.

Never let an ugly nigga cheat on you. Like no, you’re not even cute so sit the fuck down.

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 00:27:26 -0500

Never let an ugly nigga cheat on you. Like no, you’re not even cute so sit the fuck down.

i want a boyfriend i could workout with. and have lots of sex with. for cardio you know

Wed, 05 Dec 2012 23:17:01 -0500

i want a boyfriend i could workout with.

and have lots of sex with. for cardio

you know

Vent.

Sun, 02 Dec 2012 22:36:12 -0500

I act like you didn’t hurt me. I act like I don’t care. I pretend we’re complete strangers. And that’s what kills me most of all.

How could you just leave me in the dust when I actually had feelings for you? How could you completely disappear from my life like we hadn’t talked at all? Was I just some sort of toy you could play with? Was I nothing more than another female in your pile? I guess not, because you made me feel like shit. You made me feel like I was nothing.

You ignored me after I constantly tried. Then when you needed me, I was there, just to be left once again.

Why am I so naive? Why must I be so stupid and so oblivious?

Oh, I am such a silly girl. I can’t believe I actually thought I had a chance.

Half-naked 15 year olds posting nudes of themselves all over the internet. What a shame.

Sun, 02 Dec 2012 18:59:40 -0500

Half-naked 15 year olds posting nudes of themselves all over the internet. What a shame.

Why do most first time conversations consist of the typical, “How old are you?” “When’s your...

Wed, 28 Nov 2012 21:20:58 -0500

Why do most first time conversations consist of the typical, “How old are you?” “When’s your birthday?” “What’s your ethnicity?” It’s so straight-forward and boring. I’d rather talk to someone for hours about the most peculiar topics, exploring their perspectives and whatnot. It’s far more intriguing than asking the usual.

In a few years, I’ll become everything you’ve always dreamed of and everything I’ve always wanted to...

Wed, 10 Oct 2012 21:22:36 -0400

In a few years, I’ll become everything you’ve always dreamed of and everything I’ve always wanted to be, and you’ll want me back in your life. But I’ll just look at you, smile, and walk away because I deserve someone who sees perfection in me when I’m at my worst and wants me while they still have me.

We both moved on so fast and found someone new. But truth is, I know I still think about you. I know...

Sat, 22 Sep 2012 21:28:00 -0400

We both moved on so fast and found someone new. But truth is, I know I still think about you. I know I still check up on you. I know I still kind of want you. I wonder if you do, too.

You make me feel so much better about myself. You always call me beautiful and tell me things I like...

Sat, 15 Sep 2012 17:47:50 -0400

You make me feel so much better about myself. You always call me beautiful and tell me things I like to hear. But for some odd reason, my feelings for you are already starting to fade. I don’t know. Maybe I’m just not meant to be with someone.

I am so insecure. I’m not the prettiest or smartest person out there, and because of that, I feel...

Thu, 13 Sep 2012 00:57:51 -0400

I am so insecure. I’m not the prettiest or smartest person out there, and because of that, I feel like I’m always going to get cheated on or left. Because of my insecurities, I hold back on things I want to say and do in fear of what people may think. I’m tired of hearing “I’m not going to leave you” because I’ve heard that so many times. And where did I end up? Alone, again.

I’m so tempted to call you. Not to get back together but just to hear your voice. It’s so stupid of...

Thu, 13 Sep 2012 00:52:42 -0400

I’m so tempted to call you. Not to get back together but just to hear your voice. It’s so stupid of me, though. We both obviously “moved on”. And you said really hurtful things to me to bring me to my lowest. So why am I laying here thinking about “us”? Why are you the one person I feel the need to talk to? Why do I still check up on your Facebook knowing that all of your statuses will only make me even more upset? I guess it’s just one of those nights. But I secretly miss you.